Characters: Zinnia
Warnings:
Implied depression/mental decline
April 1st, 2005
12:15pm
3 days
Having bad thoughts more, it’s hard to keep them under control. I was doing good for such a long time, in my terms, anyways – I can’t go back now. People are depending on me. Aster is here, but it’s not the same as the real Aster. I still miss her so much and it’s dumb and stupid and I do. The fact that I named this pokemon after her is probably just hurting me more…
Steven hasn’t left the house, worried I hurt him too much.
April 2nd, 2005
5:59pm
2 days
I can’t think I can’t think I don’t know what to write aughhh. I look and smell and feel like shit I can’t believe I’m falling apart again. What have I been doing… I’ve been acting awful. WHAT WAS I THINKING??? God I’m an idiot… I can’t wait until this is all over.
April 3rd, 2005
12:34am
1 day
Running out of time.
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