I kinda forgot I had a diary, oops.
I’ve been having a feeling that I can’t shake where it feels like I’m running out of time? Like, it doesn’t feel like there’s enough hours in a day to do everything I want to do. This in tandem with a pretty bad spell of executive dysfunction wasn’t great for me emotionally, orz.
But I’m hoping I’m bouncing back a bit. I’ve been able to sleep through the night as of late, and even though I’ve been having unpleasant overly-vivid dreams more, the fatigue is a bit less bad? I actually felt rested for the first time in a long time after I woke up today. Though that does tie in to the ‘lack of time’ feeling, because I know that when I fall asleep at like, 9pm, I’m gonna be out for a solid 12 hours.
Not all bad though! I was surprised to hear that Coco won the prompt contest for the species group she’s in – I really wasn’t expecting it! I guess nothing beats the universal appeal of extremely low res spinning roaches?
Also, I’m very excited slash very nervous about surgery which is… in 4 days! For some reason I’m particularly nervous this time around, even though I’ve had similar surgeries before… though thankfully, this one if hopefully going to be the last in that series.
Anyways, I feel kinda of itchy to clean up character and website stuff, it got really messy while I wasn’t looking, or something. I’ll see what I can get done!
