Diary; April 10th, 2023

I’ve been busy! A bit… too busy for my liking, actually x__x Between a mix of severe fatigue and a growing to-do list, it’s been a bit hard to balance what I want to do and when I want to do it…

I woke up today feeling completely out of it, in part to oversleeping way too long and having a really vivid and strange dream (that I can’t even remember anymore). It’s on those types of days that it feels like my brain is full of soup, and focusing on anything becomes a nightmare. Nothing feels real and it feels like I’m swimming through reality. It’s weird! I’m still not entirely grounded but I’m hoping the sleepy feeling will wear off later.

That said, it may be my body trying to do a reset because I’ve been sleeping too much to begin with lately. Fatigue was really really bad for 3 days, and while I can’t say for certain if it’s better now because of how fuzzy things feel today, I think that flare is over with.
Which is good! Because I have like 3 art trades I have to do, and I also need to update the mods for my ACNL save because the season changes tomorrow and I only modified the files up to that point. I can’t say I’m excited to deal with the work that being totally out of commission for 3 days left me with, but I’ll make it work.

I did realize that it’s almost only 1 month away from the surgery – especially given the recent bout of Symptoms:tm:, I’m excited and I know I’m going to get more annoying the closer it gets : p

Oh! Also! My grandparents visited! They said they’d visit in February to deliver xmas presents in person because the weather was so bad, but then they couldn’t visit because… the weather was so bad. But the snow is melting really fast, so it was nice to see them again!
I got a very very special gift from them too! I kind of want to make a character based off it, but I’m not sure how I’d place them… plus, Czarina and Czar kind of already exist as mirrors to my grandparents.

My grandma asked me to draw her something, so maybe I’ll try and think something up in the meantime.