Diary; February 22nd, 2024

Hello! Life’s been busy, and the diary has been blank… so, I guess this marks the first entry of the new year? Albeit a bit late…

January and the first half of February were very, very rough months. I was off an essential medication due to a mixup and the withdrawal kind of felt like hell on earth – and I ended up making 3 trips to the ER. Fun! Thankfully, I’m back on the meds again and have been feeling a lot more like a person, now.

I’ve been really taking a particular heavy interest in 3D animation now that I’m feeling better, seemingly right where I left off. I feel like I’m improving every time I animate, and it’s super wild to look back at the animations I created at around this time last year! I really, really want to finish something longform eventually, but I still feel that’ll be a ways out…

I had a really good day today, though. A few days ago I was able to reunite with my absolute best friend after a year of being apart, and today I was able to meet up with another really good friend, too! I also had a random encounter with a super friendly man while waiting for my family after the meetup – his voice and smile were super warm and he said very nice things to me.

Hoping I can get some more website progress done again. It feels like everything is in a big transitional period of completeness, and I want to actually… make things complete.

Oh, also! New year, new diary theming, I guess?

📚Alone together

AP TOTAL:

Unconfirmed for Arael

The aftermath of an awful night comes with an unexpected recourse.

Characters: Arael, Hazel, Daichi

Warnings: N/A

Wordcount: 1,408

Vibe: good ol hurt/comfort

‘gee zin whats with the angsty stuff lately’ im Going Thru It. anyways

takes place like immedieately after the violet detector plotline’s climax. which i havent written down yet but tldr arael kind of loses her  mind and blows up the ruins and also has a cool climactic fight with diana and yukarin or something. she’ll be ok.


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📚It’s raining somewhere else

AP TOTAL:

Unconfirmed for Laine

With the rain comes a wave of emotions for Laine, whether she likes it or not.

Characters: Laine, Chel

Warnings: Explicit mentions of an implied suicide and grieving.

Wordcount: 954

Vibe: 🙁

thinly veiled vent oneshot that i don’t even remember writing because of how low i was feeling when it was written.. it’s been a while since there’s been one of these, huh? i’m feeling better now thankfully.

keep in mind that though the grief is very much real to chel and laine, this is at the point where wasundari faked her own death and she’s very much alive still


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